一份

文學概論期終論文

finally

finished all the presentation. started to live with exams and papaers.
i worried about the papers and exams a lot last weeks, and can not even start to do it. after one very busy day, chatting with profs and finding informations in the library, i think i can face them. when i started doing those works, i feel calm. a bit tired but calm. i cannot explain why but just a feeling.

21 years old. have to learn to finish all of the works by myself. i still believe that i'm always be above the average. being the smart and hard working half in class. although i feel weak some time, especially when i compare myself with the winner of the game of life. well, i think i still cannot get over the failure of a-level and ce exam. i still care too much of being graduate one year later then the normal students of my year. it may get better after my graduation of bachelor. hope so.

but at least, i start to learn that it is not others looking down on me, but i looking down on myself. i would try my best to be the best. still, i want to be the best, the superior group in the socity.

廿一歲生日~~~

又是一年一度的生日
很不同的感覺
每年生日總是覺得自己跟歲數不相稱，總覺得自己比實際還年輕
但今年好像覺得廿一歲很適合，自己就是這樣
其實對於生日，不知是不是因為太忙
沒有了很特別的感覺
感覺不到長大又或是老去
總覺得日子就是這樣的一天一天過去
這一天和昨天或是明天都沒有特別大的分別
也許就是剛好是365天的倍數吧(((其實也不是....有潤年)))

不過也希望這個生日可以快樂
廿一歲的來年會過得充實

生日願望嘛~~~
也沒什麼特別的...